ACT I : The Question
Imagine your dreams. See what you’ve been through. Think about yourself....
where you going ... where you from ...
Think about the dreams you’ve had ... the nightmares you’ve had.
I used to have nightmares ... that I would be stuck in a storm drain ... people would walk past me for days and leave me down there ... and I would see and hear everything. I would see people selling and buying drugs, folks fighting, hookers, hustlers. Street life. My hands and arms would just be sticking out and nobody would help me. I can’t pull myself out on my own. People just keep walking past me like I don’t exist.
I shouldn’t be here.
I died when I was 2. Tell you the truth ... the doctors gave up on me. God brought me back. I always think I gotta be here for a reason.
My dad got murdered, shot more than 20 times on the same streets that I walk today.
I close my eyes now and I can’t see nothin’.
I’m afraid of the future.
You gotta know the cuts. Sometimes, the lines in our hands intersect like the cuts in the ’hood. You just gotta feel your way through. We take shortcuts to stay out of sight, but they just keep us out of mind.
Where I’m from, ain’t no rose bushes; they just sticky bushes.
I’ve had the same exact dream over a thousand times. I keep throwing money out of a helicopter ... to the homeless people. I still have that dream.
ACT II - The Struggle
It’s a day-to-day struggle and an everyday hustle.
You do what you have to. No matter what it is, you do what you gotta do.
We don't know what they been through. We don't know their story. People just looking for a hand.
They say there’s a better life. But when you go out there, looking for that better life, you don't get no help when you try to do the right thing.
The streets taught me to be hard. It’s hard.... Most times, it’s too hard.
I shouldn't be here.
In a blank state, in a city with no fight, in an area code with no hope, in a house with no lights, in a body with no soul, in a mind with no goals.
I shouldn't be here.
This state shouldn't be my life.
I can see the stress in his walk. I can hear ... the pain ... in his voice....
His finger’s itchin’. You can’t sell him a dream, he’s not a dreamer. He’s a thinker and a doer.
Nine-to-five money too slow, though. In 45 seconds …click ... vroom ... he could be gone in your car.
You gotta stay moving. Gotta stay in motion.
What if I was never born?
Am I lucky to be unfortunate?
Where I’m from, babies have babies all the time.
You’re gonna get a lot of chances to make choices. But make the wisest choice every chance you get.
When your stomach touchin’ your back, your stomach touchin’ your back.
One man’s trash is another man’s treasure ... just lookin’ to find a way through the day ... to have a life for the night.
When we dream, we enter an empty space that’s filled with hope.
Stuff happens every day. Stuff you shouldn’t get used to, but you do. Most stuff just wanna make you give up.
They know deep down inside that they’ll never have a mansion or smell the ocean. But they’ll never admit it. Because their minds don’t work like that.
You can only try so hard to pull yourself out. And if you can’t - you gonna pull somebody down with you.
Friends turn to foe. Family turn into people you just don't know.
The streets are cold. Even in the summer.
Two blocks from the ’hood it’s a whole new world, but why? Is there a new world two blocks from the ’hood? More importantly, why is the ’hood two blocks from the new world?
How far can a flip go?
ACT III - The Release
I don’t know anyone who can say they walked in my shoes and made it out of the ’hood.
Maybe that’s why I’m afraid of the future.
An ocean of violence lit from within — it’s the truth....
Find something you love, and give it your soul.
Do you believe there’s a Greater Being, greater than you? A hand over the ’hood? A soul deeper than the soul you have?
The more I keep thinkin’ — about when I died, when I was a child — the more I think God was like, “Naw, you’re gonna do something.”
I got a job to do.
I wish I could remember what God told me to do.
I wish I could remember what cuts I’m supposed to take, what cuts I’m supposed to create
What I do know is ... we’re meant to connect, to find each other.
Eyes to see, hands to feel, hearts to love.